YOUR ABILITY TO LEAD THE CHANGE WILL DETERMINE MY SUCCESS IN LIFE!!!
woke up today as usual. was surprised after i've made a call back to a person who called me when i was still sleeping. zomg luh. XPP i started doing something for tomorrow's thanksgiving. so paiseh! while she was telling me what to do, i cried! x( lol just like that, i cry already. what if on the stage sia. hmmph. nothing much. heh heh. not suppose to say out anyway. but its just the beginning or a part of it. hehe. if you come tml for the thanksgiving at riverwalk, you'll know. hehe
i took about an hour plus to finish it and went to bathe and everything. when i step into the bathroom, it suddenly raining cats and dogs heavily. then i told myself, nevermind. i believe God will definitely, at least lighten the rain so that i would be able to go to the mrt station without any trouble. lol when i was about to leave the house, the rain stop. praise the lord! =D hahaha.
anyway i went to the aljunied mrt station to meet kevin as he came from orchard and willingly to wait for me to go to service tgt. how nice heh. hahhaha thanks boy. (: he passed me the presentsss that he 'owed' me. haha i love themmm! hehe i knew what were they even though i didn't take it out and see. haha im smart heh. muahaha. lol i still haven't pass him his yet. hehe. XP sooon. we train down to expo then met the cg members in the hall.
the message of the day by pastor tan was CHANGE IS NECCESSARY FOR OUR LIFE! let me show you a summary. dont wna say everything. hehe repent equals to change of your mind. change of your mind equals to change of direction. change of direction equals to change of action. change of action equals to change of destiny. it all links. cool heh. let me tell you more about the word repent. RE-PENT. RE: meaning redo/go back. PENT: meaning to go back to the highest level of thinking. heaven is higher than earth, equals to God's thinking is also higher than our thinking. we repent to go back to God's thinking, to a higher and better way of thinking for our life.
Changes is neccessary for PROGRESS in growth! we have to change for the better for the next new year, 2008. our whole life is continuous changing. example, we change our clothes everyday, we buy new shoes or clothes to match the fashion or yourself etc. the day you stop changing is the day you die. true? :] When there is no change, there is also no growth. A change is a conventional thinking. If we refuse to change, we will definitely lose out in life. example fashion, if you wear the 70s clothes, you will definitely feel left out when you're out at orchard. right? thats why we ought to change everytime and not always stick to our comfort zone. We are where we are today is because of a decision made from the past to change for the better the next time.
THREE IMPORTANT PROCESS OF THE CHANGES WE MADE IN LIFE.
#1 All changes begins with a decision!
some people who haven't change to the better mainly because they have not made a decision whether to or not.
#2 All changes begins with a dedication!
if you are not committed to what you deicded, you will definitely not succeed in whatever you want to do.
#3 All changes begins with a discipline!
changes requires faith and courage. many people never wna hear the truth as they are not courages/daring enough to face the fact. we have to open up our minds and heart, get our courage to change for the better.
FIVE REASONS WHY PEOPLE DOES NOT WANT TO CHANGE.
#1 PRIDE! proud people will exualt their decision, thinking that his is better than everybody else even god.
#2 FEAR! it causes you not to launch out, only be happy at where you are at your comfort zone.
#3 REBELLION! being too stubborn and stiff neck. living in denial.
#4 LAZINESS! god has come to give us a greater life as we progress with him. but he doesn't like to wait for people who doesn't make up their mind. lazy to get out of their comfort zone. stubborn in a way.
#5 IGNORANCE! "I didn't know i need/have to change...." -.-
theres another point i wna add with the five reason, my own point of view, is it pain that you fear that stop you from changing...? you afraid that you change, you will lose something or it will hurt you if you do? you should not be afraid but to stand firm and give it a try. which side you rather choose to have? COURAGENESS? or COWARDNESS? would you be a courage person who is not afraid of any changes. or would wna be a coward person who stay where you are and be left behind all alone? think. evaluate yourself. this is a good time to. go to a quiet place and think.
are you one of those five? or are those three who stand firm and wants to move on in greater ways. the only two types of people who will not change are FOOLS, dont bother to change. DEAD MAN, cant change even if they want to. so dont waste time, its no use regretting. Change is neccessary, not to change is a destructive. either we lead the change or the change will lead us! we lead the change = success in our life. the change leading us = it will take you to a place we all do not want to go, which is failure.
we should start to repent, forgive and forget. if not talk to the person who you have bitterness with and try to solve it before the end of this year. so that we can start the whole new exciting year a new leaf. and not to repeat the same mistakes again. bitterness maybe a small root but after time pass, it will grow and spring up and will definitely hurt someone.
haha after service, the cg memebers went to tapao their food and went to the coffee bean to eat cause there weren't any seats at the food court. i followed them up. then waited for a while before i left. cause i had to do something with meitong. but i couldn't get her so in the end i had to leave first with grace. both of us took train. she went home while i go to orchard, lido to meet jody jie, fatty and daddy. to watch movie. I AM LEGEND. lol haha it was alright la. poor thing, but the ending was really errr.......... hahah lol
went dinner/supper after the movie at bedok. daddy and i alighted the car first to order and book seat while jie and fatty try to look for parking lot. when jie came, she look angry. to me it was obvious. cause i know. lol duh. haha then daddy ask what happen when jie say she no appetite liao. jie said she was waiting for a person to drive out of the parking slot then she could drive in, suddenly a bunch of youths from behind, being so blind didn't see jie reversing, just stole the parking lot away. and still dare to complain they never. slap them ar. -.-
i heard, i was pissed. cause nobody, i mean nobody! can every hurt or make my family memebers. if they do, they are making/hurting me too! so dont play play. anyway my sister too is not the type of person you wna play with. you will die. seriously! im not kidding. lol haha she took the plate of chilli for the chicken wing we bought to the car to get ready to splash it on the stupid van. haha! i said i'll take the bones and put it on the windscreen. haha! in the end i pour the left over mince meat soup from fatty and mine into a smaller bowl. and then i took it and went to the back of the van and splash on it. i helped them washed their van lehh! for free somemore. they should be greatful. muahaha! XPP im soo evil. heh heh! anyway after tt went home. tata!
